My frustrations with extraterrestrials

Some things are just not right with extraterrestrials. I've been doing a lot of thinking about all the extraterrestrial encounters that I've had and it just does not make sense why they don't show themselves like how I want them to be seen by me.

Besides that, my thoughts about the extraterrestriall encounter I had back in 2008 has now got me fascinated. You see, I've actually started creating a workable version of the Data Collection Center document as a blog and as I have been writing each section up I have found I am adding more information than I initially write up about my personal encounters with extraterrestrials. The document has really made me think about each encounter that I've had and it has given me new insights into the encounter and extraterrestrials themselves. Sure, there is a lot of information that I still do not know about the aliens themselves but I am beginning to remember things I did not remember before. So that has to be a good thing, right?

The hardest thing of all though is (on a slightly different note) getting the faces of these extraterrestrials drawn that I have encountered. Not being able to draw from memory is one of the most frustrating things I am enduring because all the good stuff I want to draw is locked in my memory that I just cannot seem to get out. I just wish I knew how to draw from memory, but I think the real problem is the beings I really want to draw are the ones that I never looked closely enough at in order to remember details of their faces. There has to be some sort of technique out there in order for me to be able to draw from memory. There just has to be otherwise what the hell am I doing trying to draw these extraterrestrials I've encountered?