My diary about the Extraterrestrial Species Encyclopedia

Just a few days thoughts written down that I wanted to add to this blog before I threw out the word document.

Tuesday, 22nd June, 2010

Starting up this encyclopedia about all species of extraterrestrials was a good idea but how am I going to add information to it when there is simply not enough information about all the alien species available on the internet? How am I going to obtain all the said information when I simply cannot find it on the internet? How is it even physically possible to write up about 8,978 different posts just about 134 extraterrestrial species out there? The information I have come across thus far, including in my own experiences would not even cover a mere 100 of those posts I am wishing to write up. And that is a minimum of 5,386,800 words to write. How on Earth am I going to write all of that up before the end of 2012 by myself? I have no idea on how to comprehend how I am going to get at least 1,000 photographs or videos of all the known species out there which includes videos or photos of their space crafts.

This is just way too much to deal with. I can’t achieve this! It’s a physical impossibility but somehow I need to find all this information and obtain all of these photos and videos of these alien species before the end of 2012. But how am I going to do that? How and where am I going to find all that information when it is simply not available on the Internet? I cannot buy a heap of books on the subject as that would be pointless and simply too expensive for me. I need this information and I need it fast.

This really upsets me. It hurts my stomach to think I’ll never be able to achieve this one project which was based on an idea from the Orange skinned Gray extraterrestrials. How is it humanly possible to achieve something that an extraterrestrial species suggested to me when there is not enough information available to me to fulfill the project? How am I going to complete this project when it not just for me but for all of humanity to learn about as well, so they can be informed on any alien species they care to look up. I need a lot more information about all the alien species, but how am I going to get that information? If this is so important to the Orange skinned Gray extraterrestrials then I feel I have failed them and myself in the process. I guess the Internet doesn’t have all the information required for me to gain a complete upper hand on extraterrestrial experts and these so called know it all humans. I am a failure and always will be.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

I have less of the desire to complete the encyclopedia now than ever before. So many things are going on in my head about aliens and angels, like where is the evidence that they exist, why won’t they let me photograph them, and so on. This whole thing disturbs me. I am starting to doubt that aliens even exist despite the videos and photos of them. Maybe faith and belief has a big part in what we all experience. It seems the more I believed in aliens the more I was encountering them but the moment I want nothing to do with them they all seem to go away. I can’t help but think there is an answer out there to the alien and angel mystery but I just can’t seem to find it. Perhaps I am looking in the wrong location and looking up the wrong information?

Monday, June 28, 2010

I was thinking last night as I lay down to go to sleep about just how unfair this entire alien phenomenon is. Everybody knows that for thousands of years there has never been any evidence or physical proof that aliens existed or that people are actually being visited by aliens from outer space. My thoughts are that there never can be any evidence of any aliens, Angels or other creatures despite what we are seeing globally. Not from within our reality anyway. The question is whether our species is actually encountering things that are actually real. If these things are real then we need to find the evidence. But where do we find the evidence if not here on Earth?

Instead of the aliens getting skin and tissue samples from us we should be asking them for skin and tissue samples, as well as hair samples, and any kind of technological gadget as a form of study. We should turn the whole thing around and be doing the same as what they are doing. Treat them as they are treating us. When we get abducted by aliens, if possible, even if they are friendly, we should be demanding evidence, physical evidence of them personally as a form of compensation for all the trauma they put us through.

So what if that is impossible to achieve, that they refuse to give us evidence? What do we do then? We steal it. I do not condone stealing or violence but sometimes, in the case of being abducted by aliens, we humans need to take drastic measures to satisfy our entire species needs of whether they actually exist or not. If one individual can somehow obtain physical evidence of the fact that aliens exist then we are on our way to understanding this phenomenon about aliens.

An abductee who manages to obtain physical evidence would then need to send their evidence to a scientific laboratory somewhere where the evidence can be studied, examined and tested. The scientisits would need to be honest and downright committed to revealing all their findings, truthfully, to the public. They need to be allowed to do this by our governments for the benefit of our entire species so we can all figure out what is exactly going on with alien abductions and whether they are real or not.

For any kind of discovery about the alien/UFO phenomenon we need to rethink what we really want to find out – whether aliens are actually real or not. We need our governments to be openly involved in this matter. We need to get them involved in a loving and sincere way. No discovery can be made with our current way of thinking, especially toward the USA government and other departments involved. Forget about UFO disclosure as that is never going to happen. Instead we should be taking it to a different level, and taking a different approach. Surely we are civilized enough to be able to compromise with those agencies involved and ask them to honestly and sincerely release some of what they possess (evidence) to be examined and studied and tested by ordinary scientists for the greater good of our species. We need and demand the information and findings but we civilians need to be patient. The UFO disclosure thing is simply not working, is it? So why don’t we try something else instead?

P.S. Like I'm ever going to finish this diary!

My physical eyesight condition and the lights I see

I have cataracts in both eyes, in the right eye it is more developed than the left. My vision does not alter all that much from day to day. I am also short sighted meaning I cannot focus in on things at a long distance away from me. Who wants to see an object 2 kms away the size of a person or smaller, like a rabbit, anyway?

I’ve consulted an Optometrist about these strange lights that I see and asked him if this is the sort of things I am supposed to be seeing with cataracts. He said “No”. He said “I don’t know what they are but they are not caused by cataracts.” I do see the normal cataract related images in my vision which I’ve grown accustomed to but they don’t happen all the time. Those black squiggles and dots are obvious and overlap my retina’s vision.

Some days are better than others. From time to time my eye sight will go completely blurry for a few seconds giving me a fright. I generally have no real problems with my eye sight unless I’ve been staring at my computer screen for hours on end. At that point I simply can’t focus on anything so I turn the PC off and watch some tv for a while.

Being 44 years old now my vision is slightly deteriorating due to my age. At the age of 15 I was supposed to wear glasses but my parents couldn’t afford them. All this time I have forced my eye sight to be as perfectly clear as possible. Just don’t ask me to look up at the sky during the day and point out a flock of birds flying about 3 kms up and expect me to spot them. When I look up into a perfectly cloudless, blue sky all I see is blue sky. You’d need to point to the exact location of the flock of birds so I could find them.

But with things that reflect the sunlight is a completely different story. I can see airplanes flying high in the sky and they look about three times the size of an ant. I can’t make out what plane it is but I can tell you what colour I see on the plane. Other times you could show me a plane flying overhead and I simply won’t spot it as I can’t separate the blue sky from the reflective sunlight on the plane.

Solar Radiation particles

From time to time I see strange lights near me usually right in front of me. They are golden white lights that seem to dance around my head. I have heard a few stories that astronauts see the same thing in space, and scientists on Earth have agreed these strange lights are solar radiation particles that the astronauts are seeing. Is this normal for astronauts to see solar radiation particles, and if so why am I seeing them too?

Unlike the cataract images I can often induce the solar radiation particles to be seen by rubbing my eyes when I’m having a hot shower and then instantly look down at the ground. Sure enough the particles will appear almost every time. I do it intentionally when in the shower because they are so pretty to look at. I love the way they dance around, sometimes I can watch one particle for more than two seconds until it fades out. From what I’ve seen these solar radiation particles are not everywhere. They seem to be spread apart by a distance of no more than 20 cms from the next solar radiation particle. They go in any direction they please and can change course at will.

The solar radiation particles seem to be similar in nature as to how my retina picks up the black dots and squiggles caused by the cataracts. They are all within a very close range to me, within at least the distance of one foot from my eyes. Both seem to concentrate around the upper part of my body, and mostly around my head area.

Strange visual lights I see

Is my eyesight so badly deteriorated that my retinas are picking up things that cannot normally be seen? I do not know why I can see solar radiation particles but they are not the only things I see. I see a few other coloured lights too: blue lights; white lights; golden yellow lights; orange lights; red lights; and sometimes pink lights. Sometimes I will see the freakiest of lights: about 10 feet from me I will see a light (whitish golden colour) fill up the air around it and appear to light up the room then suddenly everything goes blacker than black and this blackness comes toward me as if created by some thing and it will get right in my face, unsettling my nerves, and sort of surround me.

It is these “other” lights I see that disturbs me. These “other” lights, especially the blue; white; and golden yellow lights are the most disturbing to me because they seem to interact with me in a way that denotes independence of itself. They seem to be separate identities from myself. They move like people move, especially avoiding walls and furniture. I don’t normally see these “other” lights for very long, perhaps a few seconds, but they seem to respond to my request to show themselves.

Each different coloured light I see, over time, I have identified as a particular type of entity. For example, the golden coloured lights I know are Angels, specifically guardian Angels or archangels. The blue lights I see, and sometimes they can change to a white light then back to blue again, I know are a certain species of extraterrestrials which for unknown reasons (unknown by me) are watching over me and protecting me and the place I live in. These blue lights rarely interact with me physically. There are only 2 of these blue lights here at any given time.

When I see a small orange light I always get nervous. I don’t know why. But when I see an orange light, which appears to move like a person does, I know my guardian Angel is not in the room at the time. This orange light seems to forewarn me of my Guardian Angel’s approach! Once my Guardian Angel walks in the room the orange light rapidly disappears (seems to walk out of the room in a hurry) and is not seen again that night.

Very rarely do I see red lights but when I do see them I know exactly what they are: an evil presence, but more specifically the eyes of what I call “a red-eyed demon”. These red-eyed demons are not to be mistaken for those red-eyed extraterrestrials we hear so much about. They are not the same entity! Red-eyed demons do not hang around me at all, but I used to be terrified of them until I learnt a few years back that they mean me no physical harm. They may hang around for a few days, always outside, and always in the darkest, and shadiest of places too. All I ever see of these demons are their eyes but somewhat see a blackened out area of space that surrounds them. They make you feel intimidated and nervous like all hell. They follow you wherever you walk, until you go back inside again. You go inside, they stay outside!

How to speak telepathically!

Telepathy is by far the least understood human/extraterrestrial ability that we know about. It occurs somewhere in the mind and it involves our consciousness.We are capable of speaking to other beings telepathically, even to animals on our own planet but for some reason not to each other (other humans).

The following is taken from my blog post "The way extraterrestrials communicate". It describes what telepathy is and says what I wanted to write here.

"Telepathy eliminates the language barrier we have on Earth, and elsewhere in the Universe, so that no matter what is said telepathically, you can understand exactly what the extraterrestrial said to you. When an extraterrestrial speaks to you telepathically you know you are being spoken to by an alien. You can feel it as if you can feel the words coming to you in the form of energy. You may not be aware of the actual energy involved in the process of telepathy but most certainly you will be aware of the words being spoken to you. You can hear the words as clearly as your own thoughts and telepathy will feel like a natural process of communication to you. You will not, to the majority of humans anyway, feel scared by telepathy nor by the fact that an extraterrestrial is speaking to you in this manner.

You may be surprised to know that telepathy is one of the main languages spoken by all extraterrestrials. How else can one species of extraterrestrial communicate with another if the native spoken language is not known or practiced? Most extraterrestrials interact with each other simply because they can and are capable of doing so via means of space travel. It is within their abilities to interact with other species because they have evolved beyond the physical density of matter, so they are freer to roam the universe without the Creator preventing them from doing so. Because of this interaction with each other telepathy began to get used as a form of communication to break down the language barrier between different extraterrestrial species. Because of this universal language problem telepathy was widely known and used for all species, even amongst people here on Earth. Not only do extraterrestrials speak telepathically so do Angels, Demons, spirits, ghosts, mythical creatures, etc that are involved with humans. Telepathy exists so we can all understand each other no matter where we come from in Creation. This is how it used to be before the language separation occurred on Earth. We all used to be telepathic but only remnants of that ability remain.

For humans telepathy is a natural way to communicate to each other. It does not bind to the laws of distance, time or space. Telepathy only needs to be rekindled in our minds so we can begin to speak it again. It is like a lost spoken language but which never died out. It just went dormant when we began to speak verbally rather than telepathically. Our minds are such beautiful things, capable of so many things yet we are not in touch with any of it anymore. We need to awaken telepathy within us so we can make ourselves known to all of Creation and to get our thoughts out there in the universe."

Telepathy is already half spoken by everyone on Earth already. You know those thoughts you have in your mind when you talk to yourself in your head? That's telepathy right there happening but its a one way conversation - to yourself. Being telepathic, though, might sound easy enough to do but for those who haven't tried it before will find it a little bit difficult. So, here's how to do it.And don't worry, anyone can speak telepathically - its just a matter of trial and error as well as persistance.

How to speak telepathically

FOR THE BEGINNER: The very first thing you need to do is clear your mind of any thoughts. If you cannot do that then quieten the noisiest thoughts by simply letting your mind think about them until there is nothing left to think about. Then in your mind think of something, an image, a thought or perhaps a question. Make that "something" as detailed as possible in your mind and make it strong by continuing to think about it.

Once you have done that you then need to send the thought, picture or question somewhere outside of your head. What I usually do if I want to ask a direct question to someone but don't know who to send it to, then I do this: Think of somewhere far out into space, way passed our own solar system. Try to imagine stars, galaxies, and a brilliant energy being that has no physical body. I imagine that brilliant (as in very bright and shiny to look at) energy being as someone or something that has consciousness far more evolved than us human beings. Now simply, in your mind, place whatever it is that you thought of and place it in this region of space. Imagine doing it this way, in the beginning: Place your thought onto something like a postcard or a shape or an object - the first thing you think of (even if its an image of an elephant will do as funny as that sounds). Imagine yourself grabbing that object and in your mind putting it in that area of space in your mind. Then on that thought place a note saying "For anyone who can answer this question or who knows the answer." Then you just wait.

The waiting time will usually be 2 full days, roughly before you get a reply. The reply will come in any form, at any time of the day, and no matter what you are doing. It could also come in the form of a direct contact with extraterrestrial, Angel or some other being. But the reply will be what you know as an answer or response to what you were thinking about or asking, and it will be directly related to it. It is up to you what you do with that reply or response.

FOR THE ADVANCED: Once you have practiced the beginner's level for a while you can then advance to the advanced level. The only difference with the two levels is in the advanced level you will learn how to properly send and receive telepathic communication. The beginner level is a basic way to introduce telepathy to your conscious mind as a form of communication.

Let's say you want to speak telepathically to an Angel. Firstly you need to roughly know the Angel's name or where the Angel is at the time. If you don't know this then simply do this: In your mind think of something to say. For example, "Hello. Can we talk?" or "Is an Angel up there available to talk to me?" Secondly keep that thought or question firmly in your mind then imagine what you believe Heaven to look like. Try to see Heaven in your mind, or feel some sort of divine or Angelic presence. At this point it doesn't matter what you see or feel as long as it is not "evil" or giving off bad or negative vibes.

Allow your thoughts to drift off, away from your conscious mind, similar to when you are falling asleep. Try to direct your thought/s in the direction of the image of Heaven or the divine presence you pick up in your mind. Don't force it to happen just let it happen by itself and just keep focused on what you are doing. Usually a reply will be returned back to you within minutes or less if someone up there is available or willing to chat. You need not to listen for a reply, rather quietly wait for the reply to come.

When a reply does come generally we think it is our own subconscious mind chatting back to us. Sometimes this does happen and we need to try again. When genuine telepathic contact has been made you will know the difference between your own thoughts and this new thought. It will be strong, intense, seem to have a personality of its own and often, you will know exactly where the source of the information/thought comes from. This is then when you chat back.

But, how do you know you are talking to that being or someone else? Well, that's simple and I will give you an example to use for telepathy. The same principle applies to both circumstances - one inner conversation, one outer conversation. Let's say you are talking to your friend. Let's call your friend, Sam. When verbally talking to Sam you are listening to Sam's voice and listening to what Sam is saying, and then responding back. But how do you know for certain that you are actually talking to Sam even though Sam is standing right in front of you? It looks like Sam, the person moves like Sam and even sounds like Sam. That's the real question, isn't it? So, here's the answer.....Sam gives off a certain energy vibration when he/she speaks. It's like a fingerprint pattern but for the voice. Each voice on Earth is uniquely different as the next. Your friend Sam's voice gives off sounds at certain pitches, tones, and vibrations and with the visual recognition of what Sam looks and moves like this is how you know it is Sam and not someone else. The same applies with telepathy. You use the exact same vibrations to identify Sam to help you identify someone else you are telepathically speaking to. That being will have their own voice tones, pitches and vibrations to identify themselves. Instead of using your ears you use your mind to identify those unique vibrations coming from them. It's that simple.

This is the bulk of telepathy in a nutshell. It is simply tuning into someone else's thoughts, hearing them and replying back. There are no rules to telepathy except be nice and don't be rude or selfish. Well, you can be those things but don't expect to get a reply as it probably won't happen.

WHAT COMES NEXT?

That is entirely up to you. With your telepathic skills you can try communicating with an animal, an extraterrestrial, an Angel, basically anything that is not an inanimate object. The world is your oyster so start communicating with whatever you like but preferably with something that has a conscious mind.